I finally nailed it... Now I know what I've been totally missing That is.. Well, an outlet And here goes It seems quite odd that a lotta things to ponder about can all pour in the oddest, weirdest yet simplest way.. And here are the things I should have written long ago: 1. I envy people who can now and again update their blogs 2. I want to make some sort of 360-degree changes in my life a. I want to try some if not all (ha!, tapang) kinds of sports b. Write again (ehem, which I'm doing right now, yipee! that's a start) c. Hike, trek... go to the wilds.. wherever there are fields, scenic views and the like d. Escape from all the chaos in the metro area e. Find a confidant (a stranger perhaps) Basta someone i can totally tell things about me without worrying about what he could think about me... 3. I want to buy a lotta things but just can't seem to make up my mind which to prioritize. But moreso, where on earth to find a gold mine to make all those dreams come to reality 4. I wish I can buy a house.. my own.. maybe I really do wanna move out and handle things myself... 5. I ardently hope that I can reconcile all the conflicting thoughts in my head...be able to decide which is more reasonable and important than the other... 6. I wish I can deal with the pressures around me... Stressful as it is, I hope I don't lose my mind thinking of who to listen to ... 7. I hope I will be able to decide where to go, what to want, mostly, what to do. 8. I hope I can be able to tell when "it's time" 9. I wish I can decode or decipher sighs, signals and all that ... 10. Lastly, I wish I will be able to find sanity to gather, sort and control all the weird, odd, senseful, senseless thoughts in my mind (hahahha) And from this little step right here, I wish, hope and pray I will be able to do some if not all of these in God's time, t my benefit (hehehehe) I so miss writing. Nothing beats pouring it all out. Now I feel like I lost 10 pounds hehehe...